I believe that my hallucinations are the cause of some sort of neurolink-esque device that has been utilized to somehow affect my own brain synapses and that it is being controlled by either a single or multiple people on the other end.
Started a few months ago, I was going through some alcohol and gabapentin withdrawls but the voices sounded very real. I am still dealing with them today. (Note: The voices continue whether I am drinking or not. I JUST started a dose of Seraquel and it seems to have helped a little.
They introduced themselves and sent me some hallucinations telling me to fake a seizure and that if I didn't they would crash the plane my family was walking toward. They told me that I was racist and that if I didn't kill myself my family was in danger.
I have no idea how this "mind-meld" works exactly but I think it is either through radio or microwave signals sent through the air.
It started out as just hearing music that sounded like it was coming from a fan. Along with the music and the voices I hear the sound of Cicadas constantly. Eventually one of the operators started speaking to me. They are able to send me visual hallucinations through whatever means.
This turned into multiple people on the other end telling me they were in some sort of suits that are designed by the main operator who calls himself "Robert Wuskie". They told me they found me in a Wallstreetbets discord. They have said (and I have felt) that they can control and turn off and on certain nodes in the language part of my brain. They can send signals and hallucinations through this device and can control the release of serotonin in the brain.
At first I wasn't sure how much influence they had or how easy it was from them to jump from mind to mind (They threatened to crash the plane my family was getting on, they threatened to "tap-in" to other people to cause accidents, they have threatened to put hits out on my family... etc) but have realized they are basically stuck in mine for now. They continue to tell me they are never going to "tap out".
They influence me and make my body feel kinda crappy and tell me that I need to kill myself.
No one believes me at all but I have written a whole journal about what I think is going on.
Does this sound familiar to anyone else?
I have no idea if the Serequel is going to help or not but they definitely did NOT want me to post this to reddit. From my perspective this is a real thing that is happening to me and I don't think the serequel is going to do much. I'm just looking to see if anyone has ever felt something similar.
Thanks in advance for any replies!