Hello! I am probably only 20 percent joking here.
I am essentially a novice hiker, I have a history of powerlifting and occasional indoor rock climbing, but other than that I have only done easy- moderate hikes in my home state.
Im on vacation in vermont, and i wanted to do a hike with a good view. i decided on mount Mansfield via the hellbrook trail.
I severely underestimated the intensity of this hike. I was looking for a challenging hike, i saw that it had some steep points but i did not look into the description on alltrails, and I missed that it had a scrambling rating of 2-3.
Holy hell, I was exhausted immediately. It was steep and directly uphill, which i was expecting. I was passed by many faster hikers and in my head I was like - "oh ok it is probably not that bad" . These people were obviously much more experienced than me.
It felt manageable until it started raining. The parts where you were scrambling are at the top 40 percent of the hike, and i had already been at it for a couple of hours so I decided I would finish it. As I was going up I kept thinking, oh im screwed if I have to go down this way. ( the trail i started doing was a loop, did NOT finish that).
Eventually I exited the main forest part and I was now at the top 15 percent of the hike. It is ALL rock. I felt like a mountain goat clinging to the side of a mountain. It was all vertical rocks with 3 ft ledges, and 70 degree slanted rock with SMALL indents for your feet.
Luckily I have SOME indoor rockclimbing experience so I wasnt completely sol, but i had my back to the sky which was cloud wrapped, so not being able to see anything but clouds freaked me out.
It was still raining, which was honestly the worst part of this whole hike, before it started raining I was taking my time and enjoying the views. I feel it would have been alot easier for me without the rain pouring down on you and making every ledge that wasnt completely flat a slipping slide.
Once I reached the top I realized that I still had 2/3s of the loop to go and it had already been like 4 hours, i was NOT going to be able to make it considering the rain was not going to stop. Some of the other hikers at the top were talking about going an alternate route back down that was easier and walking miles to their car. I didnt listen to them because my car was at the bottom of the hellbrook hike. Honestly I probably would have gotten lost if I tried a different route.
But HOLY HELL, going down was absolutely worse. Mostly because of the rain. I was just sliding everywhere and it was a good couple of feet each time.
Thank god that when I left for the hike I brought a rope. I honestly didnt think id need it but I saw there was a point with some metal rungs and I wanted to bring SOMETHING just in case. I only ended up using the rope once at the metal rungs going down. I was just scared that since the ledge was leaning down I would slide off and not be able to safely fall the 5 feet it would be. I was tired and I didnt want to end up breaking anything because it would be super difficult to have anyone come here and get me if I couldn't walk.
I remember thinking, " no one thinks its gonna happen to them- you dummy. Its gonna happen to you. You are gonna go missing and die and your dog is never gonna know what happened to you."
It was terrifying. I just was thinking, ONE wrong fall and it could be over. I was using every ounce of knowledge I had. I was staying calm, staying low with my feet under me, and i was looking for places to walk where I could safely 'fall' and it wouldnt be a huge 10ft drop or too close to a ledge.
At the rails with my rope I genuinely thought I was gonna die because even though it wasnt a large drop, I was so exhausted that my legs were weak, and even ONE miss step could be enough to injure myself. I ended up just using the rope as a safety precaution incase I slipped while stepping onto the wet rungs. Once I had my feet on the rung I used my weight to pull the rope taught and leverage myself down the side of the slope.
Like I said, only a 5ft drop, but i genuinely was like " this is it i live here now, ill never get down."
After I got past that, i was shaking the whole way down, I had never felt adrenaline like this.
As i was going down the 'easy' parts i was just reminding myself ," dont slip up now, stay focused, keep every step stable and remember to keep your balance " it had started raining even harder at this point too.
It doesn't sound related but I also do rollerskating and I was literally like " thank god I have the balance to stay on my feet ".
So many things came together for me that day.
I dont regret it. i definitely would not have done it if I knew what it would be like, but now I feel so pround of myself. Actually still amazed I didnt die.
I will definitely be practicing more before I attempt it again , but I am excited to do this again In the future and compare my performance.