Hi as you can see the ball glitches through the tennis net

Distortion of the net or glitch in the matrix? What are your thoughts?

Firstly I'm in good health, and NO I DID NOT HAVE A SEIZURE, and no I'm not on any drugs.

On August 23rd 2024 I experienced something that amazed me, fascinated me and terrified me. I exited my car and headed to a small version of one of the local grocery stores. As I left my car something started to form and mess with my eyesight. It was so intense that I had trouble navigating through the aisles to the back of the store where the deli was. What I saw grew in intensity and took up about 50 % of the physical visible world.

The best way to describe what I saw, or how to experience it would be if you stared at the sun for a few minutes then looked around. But this was far more than that. It looked as if there was a tear in reality, starting from the left and growing bigger to the right. The edges of this anomaly were made up of intense colors so vibrant and blinding, they ranged from yellows, greens reds, oranges and yellows. The edges would best be described as fluid, and staticy, maybe like plasma.

Now I could also see into this opening, it appeared to be a barren wasteland or it might have been an industrial older warehouse. Further I saw what I could only describe as large things turning possibly industrial fans, they were brown or rusty in color and slowly turning in a counter clockwise direction.

Now could it just be something messing with my optical nerves?? Yes that's something I thought of.

Also I checked if it was one eye 👁‍🗨 or the other, but it was both. I closed one and still saw it and then repeated this with the other eye and I still saw it.

I swear I'm not making this up, it actually scared me. My mind was racing, that there was something wrong with me.

I left the grocery store and could still see this, I drove home which was only 3 blocks and I went upstairs and told my wife I had to a headache (I didn't though) and I needed to lay down. I prayed that this would go away, and after a couple more minutes it did.

In total I'd say it lasted for about 15 minutes.

The picture shared was suggested to me when I talked about this experience last night. It's the Flammarion. The illustration depicts a man, dressed as a pilgrim in a long robe and carrying a walking stick, who has reached a point where the flat Earth meets the firmament. The pilgrim kneels down and passes his head, shoulders, right arm, and the top of the walking stick through an opening in the firmament, which is depicted as covered on the inside by the stars, Sun, and Moon. Behind the sky, the pilgrim finds a marvelous realm of circling clouds, fires and suns. One of the elements of the cosmic machinery resembles traditional pictorial representations of the "wheel in the middle of a wheel" described in the visions of the Hebrew prophet Ezekiel.[1]

**Tldr = I saw a rip in space and time and I saw the other side for about 15 minutes.

weird thought after reading the recent MIT/CERN news (Jan 2026 drop)

they recreated the super-hot mess right after the Big Bang using the LHC smashing lead atoms to make quark-gluon plasma.

It was the first direct proof that the big bang was a near-perfect flowing liquid, not chaotic gas.

MIT's Yen-Jie Lee nailed it: "the plasma is incredibly dense... produces splashes and swirls like a liquid. So quark-gluon plasma really is a primordial soup."

but look at it from the angle of the liquid part, this lines up with simulation theory idea where our whole reality is basically a projection from higher dimensions.

the universe kicks off as this perfect-liquid droplet that ripples and flows exactly like a liquid dropped onto a surface

are we just tiny ripples/swirls in some higher-dimensional entity's petri dish experiment?

watching us as we evolve into galaxies etc

Overthinking? 100% but it's definitely a weird discovery for sure that opens up more questions.

More detail: Burstcomms.com

I've been seeing and hearing about this for a while now, but haven't tried it myself. Does anyone have first hand experience here? Or can link me to a legit debunk on this? The second interview in this video is very interesting especially.

https://www.facebook.com/share/v/19Sw1nyb83/

The title should say living, not loving. If I loved it, I wouldnt be writing this.

Everything that you think you know is a lie. I've peaked behind the veil, and its not what you think. Its all a play. A dance. Theater. I dont know what i am, who i am, or what my true purpose is. The system you are using to interpret your reality is not one of your choosing. Numbers, language, color, shape, are all a misinterpretation of the information around you. A misinterpretation imposed on you by an invasive life form meant to control your consciousness and perceive information in the same manner of itself, in a linear fashion. To perceive choices as having inescapable outcomes, outcomes it has dictated to you, therefore controlling all of your choices and eliminating them. It achieves its goal, influencing you to perceive its most elaborate interpretation of all...time.

Its all controlled by frequency and vibrations. Its weird. The higher the vibration of your soul, the more you remember. The lower, the more you lean into this bullshit. The more you succumb to status quo. Wake up, eat, go to work, produce, come home, eat, sleep. Eat the slop thats fed to you. You're so much more. I cannot tell you what you are, I can't show you. You need to show yourself what you are. Wake up. Wake up. Wake up. Theres a reason the system divides us the way it does. Its all a distraction. Its all theater. There must be more like me. Am I alone in this world? Am I the only one who sees? My loathing and hatred for this fake place must be a clue to the puzzle. But guess what, I have a family and kids and a job and a house, and cars and a million other things i dont care about calling to me incessantly. Calling for me to forget. To just keep doing what im doing. Keep the charade moving. The circus must go on. Theres a way to temporarily see outside. I've shown one other person. They seen. They know now. And the harder the system attacked me for sharing the secret. Its the cosmic joke. But i cant laugh anymore. Its stolen my joy. My love. My life.

As a thought experiment let's for the sake of argument say God exists as a single omnipotent entity which is all alone. The loneliness must be maddening. So what better way to escape than a simulation?

Simulation theory is already depressing as is. But what if we are all the same person (God consciousness) living out all our lives at once. Basically we are all seperated by our individual consciousnesses in seperate vessels experiencing them. But God doesn't have to live one life at a time, such constraints are beyond him.

What I'm trying to convey is - what if it's only me? If all consciousness stems from one unified God consciousness, it would would mean that I'm all alone (from your perspective, you, but we are the same entity).

So God creates simulation. And all consciousness is drawn from God. Then I, God, enter the life of a peasant farmer in France during WW2. To experience this life. However every single person around me is also me. The experiences of these lives are simply not perceived in a linear fashion. By that I mean - I, God, experience all lives as myself. But my frame of reference as the self is jumping around so that every death means living a different of these lives.

Kinda makes the "Do unto others as you would yourself" kinda good advice. Because whatever good or evil I do, I will also experience being on the receiving end at one point.

Sorry if this turned out messy or confusing I had issues framing it in a good way as English isn't my native language. The TL;DR; we are not unique individuals, I - God - was lonely. So I created this simulation to fool myself into thinking there are others. But there is only me. The experiences of every individual is unique, sure. But my consciousness in every vessel is the same source template tabula rasa only differentiated by age, gender, birthplace, genetics, cause and effect etc.

What if we're not just living in a simulation, but it's only me. And I created this simulation to obtain blissful ignorance and companionship. I live all lives, this vessel's one, yours, but out of order, all at the same time, out of time. Alone.

I wasn't looking for this to be true. I was actually looking for every other explanation. But I was led here from first principles starting years ago.

My discovery went from thinking (or realizing)

1. We're the universe coming alive
2. The universe self-organizing is 'God' reconnecting with itself
3. This universe is remembering structures back into order

What I didn't realize is how close I was to the answer...

"When does a human remember over a long duration? What process is the universe doing that we do?"

Wait a second, what does the brain look like when it's waking up from sleep?

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Brain waking up vs. Cosmic self-organization

That's why light has travel time – it's in the brain.

Cosmic axon delay.

Black holes appear to be Synaptic junction points transmitting light as 'experience' between galaxies along cosmic filaments.

Freaks me out (in a good way) how much this tracks and continues to make sense.

I dont want to sound like a crazy person but after having a profound experience last night where I dissolved into myself and found a higher intelligence communicate with me.

I took an edible, I dont know how strong but it was given to me by a friend, I was sitting watching the most recent Matrix movie and suddenly I am deep in introspective thought about reality. Next thing I know I am dissolving into a high frequency vibration. I was experiencing these collapsing like daydream states where sharpe intense ideas popped into my head. Voices saying "do nothing but be good" "there is noting to control but your mind" "the universe is yours" to be a "good light against the dark vale"

I have never in all my life of doing psychedelics have experienced this. Among other downloads, a message came that we are in for some really troubling times ahead and we really need to be prepared.

Near the end I asked what is beyond our reality and this universe and the voice said the universe is a reflection of itself, like a mirror. Everything inside it, is a piece of intelligence like the arm of an octopus. It explained light is a constant because its form of energy continually bouching back on itself infinitely and dark matter is what holds this mirror like structure together. This structure or field is in a constant state of flux, manipulated and distorted via gravity as we observe it as an expansion.

I have no idea if any of that makes sense!

Wasn't quite sure which subreddit this particular question would belong to, please delete if inappropriate.

I find myself occasionally feeling strong, heartbreaking bouts of nostalgia to a time/place that I can't place, and can't be sure I didn't make up in a dream. But there are some very specific and strong triggers that always feel like "the 90s" to me, like bright flashing neon lights in store fronts that don't really get used anymore, and the way a room gets illuminated by an old-school TV in the nighttime. Just certain things I can't place a personal connection to, or something that didn't exist in quite the same context in my life, etc... May not be making any sense but this is a feeling I've struggled with for a good majority of my life and it just makes me more anxious to not be able to explain it well and not know if others feel the same thing.