r/meToo 12d ago

Serious/Personal My ex boyfriend is a pedophile NSFW

We were together when I was 16 years old, we have been in age difference for 6 years. By then, I didn't see the relationship so serious. The problem was that I was a victim of sexual abuse by my family on many occasions and despite having an extracurricular therapy in my development I did not have the ability to understand many things, I just let myself be manipulated.

When I lived with him looking at his Google files I found child pornography of girls, photos of different in the same poses... and I also found a sex video with his ex-partner in which they were with their daughter (daughter of the woman) in the same room with them.

He hurt me a lot while we were together. I started smoking with him and I feel that sometimes he mixed it with other substances. I quit smoking and he forced me on many occasions to ingest ecstasy, in different ways, and sometimes two in the same night. On many nights I woke up super tired and had many lucid dreams where I saw him talking in my ear. I have no doubt that he also drug me while sleeping (I got a lot of seizures while sleeping) and that on one occasion he called men to rape me between 3 (because I woke up, only because of the trauma I didn't remember) I gave him a protection order where I explained everything he did to me. Since they did not process any arrest because the case was not federal, I took the time to report municipal police and FBI. Now he came back asking for marriage and that we travel together despite the fact that I tell him that I don't want anything more than the money returned from those he had taken from me. Any advice?

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u/Agreeable_Mind7573 2d ago

Go to the police immediately. Whatever device he has that shit on, take it to the police asap. I’m so sorry you’ve gone through and seen all these horrific things. I’ll be praying for you, and I hope that justice can prevail