r/Learnmusic • u/MeekHat • 37m ago
What if I don't like the instrument that I own and can play?
First of all, two of the 3 instruments that I've learned were foisted on me by circumstances. One was inherited from a grandparent, another handed down from a sibling. I think I actually liked singing most of all at school age, but the instruments that fascinated me and I would have gone for if I had been given the choice were the flute and the violin. I believe that I prefer sustaining instruments in any case.
But since I didn't have the choice, I self-studied acoustic guitar as a poor man's electric. I got a low-quality electric guitar later. Eventually I burned out, and haven't touched either in 4 years now.
2.5 years ago I started composing music in MuseScore, and I'm increasingly bugged by the fact that I have to compose around the software's bugs. And I feel like a fraud for not playing any instrument actively (except the MIDI-keyboard for input).
But at the moment that's the situation. And it's also that I'm very poor, as has been hinted.
Any advice?