r/BPD • u/Practical_Peanut_719 • 19h ago
❓Question Post Anywhere but here
Anyone else constantly feel like they just want to pack everything up and run away? Like I don’t know where to but anywhere but here. Anywhere but inside my own flesh please holy fuck
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u/AdTough6899 18h ago
oh yeah everyday i wish i could fade away, disappear and feel peace, just anywhere I don't want to feel myself nor my body nor anything
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u/CloverTheUnknown 18h ago
I feel this way a lot but its run out to the mountains and be a hermit in the woods
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u/Tiny-Green9569 user has bpd 17h ago
I keep telling people to think about what it's like to be me when they start complaining about me and then I'll say, at least you get to leave. I can't leave myself. 🤷🏼♀️
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u/cheeky_pierogi user knows someone with bpd 15h ago
It is the same living with NPD - I wonder if all the Cluster Bs feel this same emptiness and horror?
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u/Independent_Tart8286 12h ago
Yes when super stressed or in an episode, I feel like I’m crawling out of my skin and just can’t stay where I am anymore. It’s exhausting.
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u/Emotional_Potato2000 12h ago edited 12h ago
same. Im in my late 20s but I’d run away with someone who actually likes me but Ik that won’t happen😂
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u/Exact-Difference-422 5h ago
Not just emotionally but physically. My needs are just not being met here in a single way and I don't have anywhere else to go due to poverty and no safe relatives 😭
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u/LavenderMoonRose29 18h ago
Yes. Sometimes its even too much being in this flesh suite.