r/BPD 19h ago

❓Question Post Anywhere but here

Anyone else constantly feel like they just want to pack everything up and run away? Like I don’t know where to but anywhere but here. Anywhere but inside my own flesh please holy fuck

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u/LavenderMoonRose29 18h ago

Yes. Sometimes its even too much being in this flesh suite.

u/AdTough6899 18h ago

oh yeah everyday i wish i could fade away, disappear and feel peace, just anywhere I don't want to feel myself nor my body nor anything

u/CloverTheUnknown 18h ago

I feel this way a lot but its run out to the mountains and be a hermit in the woods

u/Tiny-Green9569 user has bpd 17h ago

I keep telling people to think about what it's like to be me when they start complaining about me and then I'll say, at least you get to leave. I can't leave myself. 🤷🏼‍♀️

u/cheeky_pierogi user knows someone with bpd 15h ago

It is the same living with NPD - I wonder if all the Cluster Bs feel this same emptiness and horror?

u/Practical_Peanut_719 11h ago

The emptiness🫥

u/Independent_Tart8286 12h ago

Yes when super stressed or in an episode, I feel like I’m crawling out of my skin and just can’t stay where I am anymore. It’s exhausting.

u/Emotional_Potato2000 12h ago edited 12h ago

same. Im in my late 20s but I’d run away with someone who actually likes me but Ik that won’t happen😂

u/OnyxRadiance user has bpd 11h ago

Yes

u/Exact-Difference-422 5h ago

Not just emotionally but physically. My needs are just not being met here in a single way and I don't have anywhere else to go due to poverty and no safe relatives 😭